I honestly hate myself so much.

I’m a bad daughter - can’t get anything for Mother’s Day, I’m always a bitch to her, I take her for granted. I’m a bad girlfriend - I obsess too much, get jealous to easy, miss him too much. I’m a bad sister - I wasn’t there for him when he needed me most, I blamed him for everything, hi behind him from our stepdad. And I’m a bad person - I’m shallow, narrow minded, a cold hearted bitch, selfish, devious, deceiving and mean. I’ve tried to change but this is who I am and you can’t change what’s inside of yourself. So I’ll have to deal with it.